beingbeaple

Friday is always the most enjoyable day in high school. It’s the intro to the forthcoming two-day weekend, so usually, it’s surrounded by euphoria and unadulterated childhood bliss. This Friday has been quite fascinating actually ’cause a lot of things have happened… tee hee! It’s bad enough that I was caught playing Minesweeper in Computer class, but it’s worse to be told off for playing Minesweeper after I gave the wrong answer to a question. I could tell Ma’am Lurms was so frustrated that some classmates and me were playing Minesweeper during her discussion, and I really don’t like the nagging feeling of disappointing someone. It’s probably worse than being insulted.

Sigh. Anyway, I’ve been thinking that I’ve missed out on a lot of stuff in my Senior year. I’ve been so caught up in my own world full of work and chasing after articles-past-due that I’ve forgotten to hang out with my barkada. Besides, I’ve been running away from them so much - I still run away from them, actually - that now I feel like I don’t know them anymore. Quite sad, isn’t it?

I do like being alone and stuff but sometimes I do feel lonely when I wonder what the others are up to. It’s like saying I’m a natural extrovert loner - and I am. (At least that test the Guidance Counselor gave says I’m an extrovert.)

I can’t really see much of what I’m writing right now because I’m not wearing my glasses. I can still see clearly, but then again, I can’t see that clearly…

Oh well, talk about trying to think with a clouded mind.

Poof!

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